lirik lagu: lembaran juzuk cinta

assalamualaikum w.b.t...

lama betul tak share lirik lagu..

this one tak lama sangat pun..but apa2 pun, i love the song ❤

Tuhan aku tak punya kudrat
Bila dia mendatangiku
Hanya padamu kan ku tambat
Pelihara hatiku

Bisikannya terus ke jantung
Seolah mengalir dalam darah
Kadang membuatku termenung
Kerana memikirkannya

Lembaran juzuk cinta
Di sebaliknya ada tersimpan sejuta rahsia
Sebuah kesucian tak tercemar noda
Bimbang aku akan tercoret warna dosa

Lembaran juzuk cinta
Sememangnya aku ingin terus menatapnya
Merasai setiap halaman cerita
Tapi maaf kerana ku belum bersedia

Tuhan aku tak punya kudrat
Bila dia mendatangiku
Hanya padamu kan ku tambat
Pelihara hatiku, oh-woo

Lembaran juzuk cinta

Di sebaliknya ada tersimpan sejuta rahsia
Sebuah kesucian tak tercemar noda
Bimbang aku akan tercoret warna dosa

Lembaran juzuk cinta
Sememangnya aku ingin terus menatapnya
Merasai setiap halaman cerita
Tapi maaf kerana ku belum bersedia 

Ku belum bersedia
Bisikannya terus ke jantung
Seolah mengalir dalam darah

Lembaran juzuk cinta
Di sebaliknya ada tersimpan sejuta rahsia
Sebuah kesucian tak tercemar noda
Bimbang aku akan tercoret warna dosa

Lembaran juzuk cinta
Sememangnya aku ingin terus menatapnya
Merasai setiap halaman cerita
Tapi maaf kerana ku belum bersedia

xoxo,

yanie

banjir 2021 (total cost)

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

a few people asking about the cost of the damage that i got from the flood last time..actually, tbh im not really sure about total of everything..cuma, i tahu amount untuk towing tu je..sebab yang tu me deal direct so tahu la harga dia..

for towing around RM2k macamtu..towing from basement parking till pusat service tak silap..i tak ingat bayar dua kali asing or what..ingat total je around 2k plus minus..

how about the car?

- lepas dah settle sampai ke service centre tu me tak follow up closely pun..mostly abah and mybro yang uruskan memandangkan hantar kereta tu pun kat service centre around rumah mybro..

how is the car now?

- now alhamdulillah dah siap cuci..tinggal nak betulkan certain part and go on thorough checking je lagi..

enjin macamana?

- enjin pun alhamdulillah selamat, boleh pakai lagi..

kenapa lambat sangat proses?

- sebab banyak sangat kereta terlibat banjir..so kena Q..

the only thing me (as someone yang tak tahu sangat about kereta) hope, the bau tak terlalu berbeza..i nak nanges betul bila umi cakap bau kereta dah unpleasant..haha

tahu je the facts yang memang bau tu confirm2 akan berubah - takde bau kereta baru etc..tapi tulatu..nak kena work hard to get rid of those bau after this..

but overall alhamdulillah everything dipermudahkan..

anyone ada tips untuk hilangkan bau air lumpur from car?

xoxo,

yanie

expectation vs reality

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

pernah tak rasa kecewa sebab apa yang kita expect dapat, tak dapat?

ofcourse pernah kan..everyone pun ada dorg punya expectation on everything they going through..

sama la macam yanie..

tipu la hari2 hadap everything without any expectation of better result..ada je expectation..but not all expectation tu betul2 dapat kan..

"so how to handle the situation bila berlaku something yang against our expectation? expect dapat A, tapi dapat B..padahal dah work hard dah"

for me, everytime that 'rasa kecewa' datang, cepat2 tepuk bahu sendiri..bagitau diri sendiri soal rezeki..we not in the place to question about rezeki..

mungkin pada kita, kita dah give all out..but pada perancangan Allah, rezeki kita takat tu je untuk yang tu..maka, pujuk diri untuk terima that rezeki..jangan pulak question or compare rezeki orang..

ulang ayat ni banyak2 kali..

"wa'uwawwidhuamrii ilallah.. innaAllaha basyirum bil 'ibad"

maksudnya: ..dan aku sentiasa menyerahkan urusanku bulat2 kepada Allah (untuk memeliharaku); sesungguhnya Allah Maha Melihat akan keadaan hamba-hambaNya

tak mudah, tapi cuba la ❤🤗

xoxo,

yanie

banjir 2021 (part 7) - final part

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

on day 10, we went to file a police report..actually macam tak perlu pun, tapi pihak management mintak police report if nak claim..so we pergi jela memandangkan kami pun takde class, and tak perlu pergi hospital on that day..

before ke balai polis, my friend's cousin datang to see the car's condition..so kitorang pun ikut la turun skali (plus together with the guard)..

the feelings bila tengok our car yang dah terbukak bonet, with all the chaotic all around? i dont know..its hard to describe..dia macam heartbroken but redha and thankful skali as its not worse than what we imagine..tapi still la heartbroken..

gambar kereta waktu tengok tu takde ke?

adaa..but biarlah ia kekal dalam album kenangan..hee

lepas tengok car tu terus ke balai polis buat report..encik polis pun tanya - eh, dah 10 hari tenggelam, pihak management tak buat apa2 ke? 

ntahla tuan..kami pun tak tahu nak cakap macamana dah..redha level 99 dah..

last time pergi balai polis was back in 2015 waktu rumah sewa kena pecah masuk..this time for the other reason pulak..

on the same day jugak - we got to go somewhere sebab ada urusan yang takleh dielakkan, and on the same day too, abang tu nak towing kereta naik..

everything in the same day..

but alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan semuanya..to cut story short, our car selamat di-tow ke depan condo on the same day..atleast takdela risau..step pertama dah settle..then next 2 days the car was towed to Service Centre..alhamdulillah..

there's a lot of things that can be collected through these..banyak sangat..Allah nak suruh muhasabah diri banyak2 lagi tu..Dia boleh bagi rezeki, nikmat in a blink of eyes..tapi boleh tarik dalam sekelip mata too..kena belajar how to be humble lagi ni..

moga ujian yang kita semua hadap jadi pengajaran and jadi stepping stone untuk kita become a better muslim..bukan untuk tambah reason questioning everything..

bila kita letakkan keyakinan tu pada Dia, insyaAllah the hardest thing in this world pun kita mampu hadap, dengan bantuan Dia..insyaAllah..

- the only thing i can keep with me after the car sent to service centre -

1st part

2nd part

3rd part

4th part

5th part

6th part

xoxo,

yanie

banjir 2021 (part 6)

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

after the pumping process begin, we decided to go back to our house sebab senang nak monitor and look for the progression..

and another climbing up stairs for both of us..

we both gilir2 naik turun bawak our stuff as we cannot bring all of our stuffs in one-go..its a good workout after all..haha

and day 8 after our car tenggelam, my friend's cousin came to see the condition..sebab nak kena ukur tinggi and lebar parking area tu untuk arrange the towing truck etc..

we want to make it fast tapi pihak pumping not yet done with their job so kena tunggu another few days baru boleh nak towing..

so in between tu we arrange apa2 yang patut jela..all the surat for management office, all surat needed for police repsort, to claim insurance etc..

its a good life-training as we need to manage the time to handle these things and to pegi hospital etc..

stressful but Allah is always there for us, insyaAllah..

....bersambung part 7 (final)...

xoxo,

yanie

banjir 2021 (part 5)

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

after few days coming back to our house, water supply tiba2 cut off again..to cut story short, we tumpang rumah my another classmate..

at that point, i cant thank Allah enough sebab hadirkan soooo ramai beautiful souls around me, alhamdulillah T.T

my friend and her family sooo baik! tbh they the one yang offer the place for us..i still remember the struggle of climbing 14 level's stairs everyday naik turun sebab pergi hospital at 6am, balik 6pm.. everyday was a chaos for my muscles..

dahla stay kat rumah dorg, those family pulak siap bagi makan, belanja makan etc..i cant thank enough..just mampu doa je moga Allah limpahkan rezeki to them nonstop..

and sepanjang stay at my friend's house tu pun, everyday we went back to our condo to check the progression of our cars..

and in day 5 of submersion, finallyyyyy dorang bawak pump truck to sedut air from parking area tu..alhamdulillah..

"why lambat sangat nak pump out?" 

- sebab alasan dorang all the bomba and pump truck went to Kuala Muda (?) sebab situ lagi affected..so takde yang available to come to our condo..

we not expert in these field so we just follow jela..

and by day 8 the progression dah okay sikit..and kitorang dapat contact sepupu my housemate for towing procedure after siap sedut later..

...bersambung part 6...

xoxo,

yanie

banjir 2021 (part 4)

assalamualaikum w.b.t...

we stay at our friend's house for few days..dengan harapan electricity at home come back lagi cepat..but nope..after few days pun belum settle..

but we tak selesa nak stay lama2 kat rumah orang lain..so once the water supply coming back, kitorang balik..

we went to the parking area siang malam to see the progression, but hari2 hampa..

even if water supply kat our home still not okay much tapi kitorang balik jugak..and we ask one of our housemate untuk balik kg memandangkan dia takde physical class yet and things not getting better yet..its better for her to be at home daripada stress with all these situation..and she went back, alhamdulillah..

me and my other housemate still staying in our house with limited water supply as me still need to go to hospital for clinical class and my housemate need to go to campus for her CSL..

we climbed 22tingkat with 5+4 big bags naik turun back and forth dari rumah our friend to our house..the exhaustion, still bearable insyaAllah..

....bersambung part 5...

xoxo,

yanie