assalamualaikum w.b.t...
finally..after years of journey, the second journey end 🤍
12 years
its not a short period of time..but i still remember the moment when i began my first step into the journey..it was in early 2011 - after sketching a bit here and there of the path i chose to walk on, i told umiabah first..yes, im not making the decision alone by being selfish as some claim..im the one who choose the number..not that im being forced; but neither im forcing my ego..i know its gonna be a long roller coaster journey even before i step into my decision..its not only about the long journey, there will be a lot of sacrifices as well..so, umiabah should be the first to know and say yes..
"umiabah redha tak?"
and that yes, was the biggest thing that gave me strength till date 🤍 in whichever situation, whatever decision i make along the journey as well, no matter how small it seems, those blessings was my strength..as His blessings come with my umiabah's blessings..so that when things got hard and harder, i know i will always have Him, my parents, and my family behind my back..
"He never put u in a path that does not belongs to u"
theres always time that make u kneeled, make u feel like u cant walk anymore..the world seems to be collapsed before ur eyes..but by believing that He always there for u, every steps to get up and started walking again, feels less heavy insyaAllah..always put Him first before everything..talk to Him, ask Him to make it firm for u when ur mind seems miserable and confused..
thankyou Allah, for lending me the strength 🤍
thankyou umiabah, for all those doa 🤍
thankyou my family, for always believing in me 🤍
and thankyou my dear self as well, for enduring so much of everything that only He knew and make it till the end 🤍
not everyone need to know the whole story of what u going through..some stories better left untold..enough that He knows..
we all have our own stories..the future is never certain, but as we live in the presence, lets appreciate the moments and never lose faith..
for those who still struggling, believe that your time will come..have faith, you will get through it, insyaAllah
xoxo,
yanie
Hi, I baca almost all your blogs from year 1 to this one. I notice mmg berubah cara you perceive this. It's true that the path may not get any better but WE get better.
ReplyDeleteI'm planning to study at msu shah alam, very scary feeling because I feel like a reject and undeserving. And scary sbb I'm worried I won't find the friend that clicks with me, and everyone stick to their clique.
But at the same time, it excites me because I rasa mcm a doctor would be a fulfilling job for me compared to other. I dah baca A LOTS of blogs/forum/any texts forms la senang citer dia about medic (in Malaysia).
Thank you for writing all these blogs, may akak thrive in anything you want to pursue. Semoga dipermudahkan urusan selalu.
hii thankyou soo much for readingg (really appreciate it <3)
Deleteand sorry for the late replyy
first of all, u just need urself as ur first and loyal friend for u to face everything..others, is a plus point..so that somehow at any point of life or situation in the future u will be able to face it - as u know that 'you' will not leave u..kita tak perlu ramai kawan pun in the end, we just need the loyal one..and make one of them, is ourself..
glad that u interested to be one of us in the future..come2 jadi Dr..its not easy but worth it if u memang betul minat..i wont discourage anyone yg betul nak jadi Dr..just kena tahu awal2 yg Dr will not promise u luxury life..but if u memang nak jadi Dr sebab minat, and love the 'busy life' of a Dr, come join us!
its not a glamorous job..but respected insyaAllah..and yes, fullfilling too! what most important is, try to understand the job before and throughout ur journey <3
thankyou again for reading my small blog and sharing..moga dipermudahkan urusan juga! all the bestt <3 anything in doubt, feel free to ask :)