end of second journey

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

finally..after years of journey, the second journey end 🤍

12 years

its not a short period of time..but i still remember the moment when i began my first step into the journey..it was in early 2011 - after sketching a bit here and there of the path i chose to walk on, i told umiabah first..yes, im not making the decision alone by being selfish as some claim..im the one who choose the number..not that im being forced; but neither im forcing my ego..i know its gonna be a long roller coaster journey even before i step into my decision..its not only about the long journey, there will be a lot of sacrifices as well..so, umiabah should be the first to know and say yes..

"umiabah redha tak?"

and that yes, was the biggest thing that gave me strength till date 🤍 in whichever situation, whatever decision i make along the journey as well, no matter how small it seems, those blessings was my strength..as His blessings come with my umiabah's blessings..so that when things got hard and harder, i know i will always have Him, my parents, and my family behind my back..

"He never put u in a path that does not belongs to u"

theres always time that make u kneeled, make u feel like u cant walk anymore..the world seems to be collapsed before ur eyes..but by believing that He always there for u, every steps to get up and started walking again, feels less heavy insyaAllah..always put Him first before everything..talk to Him, ask Him to make it firm for u when ur mind seems miserable and confused..

thankyou Allah, for lending me the strength 🤍

thankyou umiabah, for all those doa 🤍

thankyou my family,  for always believing in me 🤍 

and thankyou my dear self as well, for enduring so much of everything that only He knew and make it till the end 🤍

not everyone need to know the whole story of what u going through..some stories better left untold..enough that He knows..

we all have our own stories..the future is never certain, but as we live in the presence, lets appreciate the moments and never lose faith..

for those who still struggling, believe that your time will come..have faith, you will get through it, insyaAllah

xoxo,

yanie

after PRO3 - what to do?

 assalamualaikum w.b.t...

long time no seee..me enjoying so much of my time, ada plan nak menaip tapi kejap2 je datang mood tu..haha

so, after PRO3 - apa nak buat?

basically, banyak je boleh buat..depends your plan macamana..sini yanie list out what me and my friends mostly buat jela eh..

my friends ramai yang work after habis study..sementara tunggu result PRO3 keluar, ada yang start kerja, ada yang travel, ada yang duk rumah etc..

for me, sebab result tak keluar lagi, so i just duk rumah, appreciating the moments, belek2 notes (still) and doa banyak2..haha

sebab result tak keluar lagi, so macam scary sikit >.<

in between tu boleh study for preparation HO nanti..yes, jauh benar lagi perjalanan tu tapi sementara tak buat apa2 tu boleh la gilap2 sikit ilmu yang ada kann..

some of my friends start kerja..bab kerja ni tbh takde limitation pun..my friends work in varies kind of works..ada yang adi medical assistant, clinic assistant, salesperson, tourguide, cashier dan sebagainya..as long as you enjoy the work and tak overworked yourself, its okay..

and opinion regarding bekerja after habis exam ni pun lain orang lain pendapat dia..so again, depends on you..if you rasa you taknak kerja first, nak nikmati cuti, then you do you..bab ni boleh je gitu..as long as awak tak susahkan orang, just go on with yourself..

"nanti apa orang kata - tak kerja even dah habis study, jadi penganggur je"

tak perlu kisah pun apa dia nak kata tu..penat nanti dia diam la tu :D

conclusion is, bekerja or tak, it depends on you..and for me, i choose to tak kerja dulu..dah bertahun study kan..bagi la chance badan rehat sebelum start kerja hakiki..gituu

xoxo,

yanie